It's always something with me.
I just can't sit still.
I want it all. I want to be a writer, an artist, and all-around good person. I want to save all the abused pets and children in the whole world. Stop human trafficking. Convince complete strangers to follow their dreams. Oh, and there's that whole day-job thing; I could take it or leave it, but I still feel a compulsion to not suck at it.
But, there is only so much time in the day and a limited number of days in each life. So, I do what I can with what I've got and I try not to worry too much about it. I'm discovering that the trick (for me, anyway) is not necessarily to always be doing something, but to make sure that when I am doing something, it's something worthwhile.
The world moves so fast, and we're trying to juggle so many things. My wish for you this month is that you are able to discern which things are most important to you and that you learn to prioritize accordingly. I hope that you make small accomplishments which support your larger goals. Then give yourself a break. Go enjoy the sunshine.